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Thursday, 23 September 2010
Hair
真的是要染头发了，
发根越来越黑，不好看不好看!>.<
我是想染银灰色，
不过效果的的出现需要一段时间，
会先变几个颜色，
最后才会变银灰色。
嘻嘻。
好期待！
喜欢沧桑的感觉。
需要new look嘛=D
中间的过程会变什么颜色我先不说，
要有神秘感=D
哈哈。
最后的颜色，应该会类似像这个美女这样。
Is really a time to dye my hair d,
Hair root is becoming more black,it doesn't look good!
I want to dye silver grey.
But the appearance of the effect is need some time,
Will change to few colour first,
at the last only become silver grey.
Xixi.
Wait in a big hope.
Like the feel of "Through the Ages"
Need a new look mah=D
I wont tell the process of changing color is which color first.
To have mysterious = D
Haha.
Finally, the color of hair will be like the beauty above.
发根越来越黑，不好看不好看!>.<
我是想染银灰色，
不过效果的的出现需要一段时间，
会先变几个颜色，
最后才会变银灰色。
嘻嘻。
好期待！
喜欢沧桑的感觉。
需要new look嘛=D
中间的过程会变什么颜色我先不说，
要有神秘感=D
哈哈。
最后的颜色，应该会类似像这个美女这样。
Is really a time to dye my hair d,
Hair root is becoming more black,it doesn't look good!
I want to dye silver grey.
But the appearance of the effect is need some time,
Will change to few colour first,
at the last only become silver grey.
Xixi.
Wait in a big hope.
Like the feel of "Through the Ages"
Need a new look mah=D
I wont tell the process of changing color is which color first.
To have mysterious = D
Haha.
Finally, the color of hair will be like the beauty above.
Liang...
今天上课第三天了。
不过只见你2天，你第一天没来嘛。
第二天看到你时有吓到下，
因为不在意料中，就这样突然看到你了。
见到你时，好多问号。
你怎么没戴眼镜了？
烂了？
@@
过后从joee口中得知，
原来你的眼镜是在你“飘移”的时候“出事”的=.=
驾快车啦！该死。
昨天上FM的时候，不经意看到你眯着眼睛上课。
辛苦了吧。
心疼>////<
到今天为止，原来我们有几堂课是一样的。
明天又会见到你了。
其实我一直在想，
我们怎么了?
几时开始不讲话了。
我又怎么好像在逃避你了?
今天其实我们有一次会擦身而过，
但我在远处看到你时，
我就很自然地赶快转身绕路。
我怎么了?
对不起，不懂该怎么面对你了，
因为你也不怎么理我了。
不过只见你2天，你第一天没来嘛。
第二天看到你时有吓到下，
因为不在意料中，就这样突然看到你了。
见到你时，好多问号。
你怎么没戴眼镜了？
烂了？
@@
过后从joee口中得知，
原来你的眼镜是在你“飘移”的时候“出事”的=.=
驾快车啦！该死。
昨天上FM的时候，不经意看到你眯着眼睛上课。
辛苦了吧。
心疼>////<
到今天为止，原来我们有几堂课是一样的。
明天又会见到你了。
其实我一直在想，
我们怎么了?
几时开始不讲话了。
我又怎么好像在逃避你了?
今天其实我们有一次会擦身而过，
但我在远处看到你时，
我就很自然地赶快转身绕路。
我怎么了?
对不起，不懂该怎么面对你了，
因为你也不怎么理我了。
Wrong or right I won't be afraid Cause even if my heart should break You'd be the best mistake I ever made. *Not going to translate this post into Eng.
Tuesday, 21 September 2010
Cont School Life
好多天没上网了，
都怪streamyx啦。
wireless问题，今天有人来修理咯^^
我最近如何叻？
我还在读书啦。
因为我全pass啊^^xixi..
最出乎意料的是，
上次说会fail的account竟然还拿B-...=.=
反而我没怎么提起的critical thinking拿C+...=D
父母还算满意我的成绩,
因为我一直灌输他们“大学不容易读吖”..xDDD
Sem 1 GPA :3.0744
听说Sem 2 很难，应该又要面临pass与fail的情况了>.<
今天上课第二天，我有认真听课哦。
我要乖了，想要努力读书了。
可是这个热血，这次会维持多少“分钟”呢?xDD
Computing Technology..
中学有学过类似的科目，
因为独中嘛，必修科---电脑。LOL
今天上第一课，好像又是要背的东西，
还可以啦，尽量应付啦，
因为我最不喜欢背，比较喜欢要运用头脑的科目。
洪曼旋。尽力啦！
Many days din on9 d,
Streamyx's fault,
Wireless problem,today someone came to fix it up d^ ^
How am I receently?
Im still studying in UTAR,
Because I pass all the subjects ah ^ ^ xixi..
The most unexpected is,
What I had said last time that I will fail in account,is actually got B-...=.=
But Critical Thinking that I didn't mention much got C+...=D
Parents are still satisfied of my "bad" grades.
Because I had been always instilled them: "university is not easy to study".. xDDD
Sem 1 GPA :3.0744
I heard that Sem 2 is quite difficult, should be want to face the situation between pass and fail again.>.<
Today is the second day in school,I did pay full attention in classes.
I need to be a good student d,feel like want to study hard d.
But this "fever"will maintain how many "minutes?" xDD
Computing Technology..
High school has learned this similar subject too,
Well, because it is a compulsory subject in private high school.. LOL
Today is the first lesson,is something like need to memorize again.
Still can, try to cope with!
Because I dont like to memorize the most,I prefer subjects that only use brain to think.
Sand,Try the best!
都怪streamyx啦。
wireless问题，今天有人来修理咯^^
我最近如何叻？
我还在读书啦。
因为我全pass啊^^xixi..
最出乎意料的是，
上次说会fail的account竟然还拿B-...=.=
反而我没怎么提起的critical thinking拿C+...=D
父母还算满意我的成绩,
因为我一直灌输他们“大学不容易读吖”..xDDD
Sem 1 GPA :3.0744
听说Sem 2 很难，应该又要面临pass与fail的情况了>.<
今天上课第二天，我有认真听课哦。
我要乖了，想要努力读书了。
可是这个热血，这次会维持多少“分钟”呢?xDD
Computing Technology..
中学有学过类似的科目，
因为独中嘛，必修科---电脑。LOL
今天上第一课，好像又是要背的东西，
还可以啦，尽量应付啦，
因为我最不喜欢背，比较喜欢要运用头脑的科目。
洪曼旋。尽力啦！
Many days din on9 d,
Streamyx's fault,
Wireless problem,today someone came to fix it up d^ ^
How am I receently?
Im still studying in UTAR,
Because I pass all the subjects ah ^ ^ xixi..
The most unexpected is,
What I had said last time that I will fail in account,is actually got B-...=.=
But Critical Thinking that I didn't mention much got C+...=D
Parents are still satisfied of my "bad" grades.
Because I had been always instilled them: "university is not easy to study".. xDDD
Sem 1 GPA :3.0744
I heard that Sem 2 is quite difficult, should be want to face the situation between pass and fail again.>.<
Today is the second day in school,I did pay full attention in classes.
I need to be a good student d,feel like want to study hard d.
But this "fever"will maintain how many "minutes?" xDD
Computing Technology..
High school has learned this similar subject too,
Well, because it is a compulsory subject in private high school.. LOL
Today is the first lesson,is something like need to memorize again.
Still can, try to cope with!
Because I dont like to memorize the most,I prefer subjects that only use brain to think.
Sand,Try the best!
Sunday, 12 September 2010
Saturday, 11 September 2010
何时When?
我几时又变得那么需要你了。
真的.....
无法控制自己。
无法享受剩下自己一个人的感觉。
无法回忆与你在一起的每一天。
因为还是原来那个我。
与你一起睡觉的那晚，
应该是我们相处最久以来，
最踏实的一晚。
没有了以前的激情，
这是被安稳代替了。
没有血缘关系，
但就可以那么融洽，
好奇妙。
再多的爱也没用，
我们注定只能保持这种关系。
我总会把你戒掉。
When i had become need you so much again..?
Really....
Cant control myself.
Cant enjoy a feeling of left myself alone.
Cant recall those days to be together with you.
Because Im still the same,alone.
That night slept with you,
I think is a night since we be together,
A sureness night.
Without previous passion,
This is stable instead.
No blood relationship,
But we can still do well in it,
Wonderful..
There is no use for more love,
We are doomed to keep this relationship.
I will cut you off some day.
真的.....
无法控制自己。
无法享受剩下自己一个人的感觉。
无法回忆与你在一起的每一天。
因为还是原来那个我。
与你一起睡觉的那晚，
应该是我们相处最久以来，
最踏实的一晚。
没有了以前的激情，
这是被安稳代替了。
没有血缘关系，
但就可以那么融洽，
好奇妙。
再多的爱也没用，
我们注定只能保持这种关系。
我总会把你戒掉。
When i had become need you so much again..?
Really....
Cant control myself.
Cant enjoy a feeling of left myself alone.
Cant recall those days to be together with you.
Because Im still the same,alone.
That night slept with you,
I think is a night since we be together,
A sureness night.
Without previous passion,
This is stable instead.
No blood relationship,
But we can still do well in it,
Wonderful..
There is no use for more love,
We are doomed to keep this relationship.
I will cut you off some day.
Thursday, 9 September 2010
Shoulder=(
肩膀好酸好酸..=(
背着2000张的纸走了15分钟的路。
以我体型能够承受的重量，
这真是超出范围了，负荷不了=.=
肩膀的肌肉受伤了。
没这样痛过T.T
Shoulder is extremely tired and pain.=(
Carried 2000 pieces of paper, walked for 15 minutes.
According to my size of body that the weight can withstands,
This is really out of bound, cant stand for it.
Shoulder muscles hurt.
Never ever have this pain before. T.T
背着2000张的纸走了15分钟的路。
以我体型能够承受的重量，
这真是超出范围了，负荷不了=.=
肩膀的肌肉受伤了。
没这样痛过T.T
Shoulder is extremely tired and pain.=(
Carried 2000 pieces of paper, walked for 15 minutes.
According to my size of body that the weight can withstands,
This is really out of bound, cant stand for it.
Shoulder muscles hurt.
Never ever have this pain before. T.T
Wednesday, 8 September 2010
Bullshit
My life is bullshit!!
Stucks with a lot of things.
Now I really feel one thing..
Why we're going to university in stead of work after graduated from secondary school?
Answer: We scare to find a job!
Why?Why scare?
Cause no one want to be a member of "Unemployment"..
What this mean?
Means we have no income for few months..and even few years(this probably not much possible=.=)
We are scare of no money!!
After graduated,we need time to find a job.
How long the duration?
Duration of no income!
Who can answer..
Haihz..
I have mix feelings of my future now..
Im moody..MOODY!!
Maybe I was crapping up there,and you can't understand what I want to say>.<
If I don't study,parents wont give me pocket money d..
Work as a freelance,is not enough money for me to live=.=
I need to save a figure of money for my "future x2" plan..
How I gonna save money while in a situation of not enough money..?
OH MY GOODNESS!!
Stucks with a lot of things.
Now I really feel one thing..
Why we're going to university in stead of work after graduated from secondary school?
Answer: We scare to find a job!
Why?Why scare?
Cause no one want to be a member of "Unemployment"..
What this mean?
Means we have no income for few months..and even few years(this probably not much possible=.=)
We are scare of no money!!
After graduated,we need time to find a job.
How long the duration?
Duration of no income!
Who can answer..
Haihz..
I have mix feelings of my future now..
Im moody..MOODY!!
Maybe I was crapping up there,and you can't understand what I want to say>.<
If I don't study,parents wont give me pocket money d..
Work as a freelance,is not enough money for me to live=.=
I need to save a figure of money for my "future x2" plan..
How I gonna save money while in a situation of not enough money..?
OH MY GOODNESS!!
休息之日
今天有够累的，6点就起身=.=
我昨晚2点才睡呢>//<
本来昨天计划好9点去office拿资料的。
不过6点起来后，Edmond-我的负责人，跟我说他需要时间准备资料先。
then ok咯。换plan..下午才去office =p
不要误会哦，没有怪Edmond的意思（他会来看我的blog =x）
只是笑自己太早起身了，不懂怎样过>.<（Edmond,Im telling the truth =x)
好咯，那就选衣服吧。
该穿什么好呢?
换了一件又一件。
最后还是背心短裤=.=
当时真的想着：不需要那么刻意打扮啦，还是舒服最重要^^
再化个淡妆，
其实我比较喜欢淡妆，
但朋友不了解，笑我化跟没化没什么两样=D
哎哟，变化是一定有的啦。
眼睛变再大一点咯。
就这样而已=p
曾经有某人对我说，
"如果有天有人跟你说，你今天气色不错哟，那就是成功的妆；
那如果有天有人跟你说，你今天化的妆不错，那就是失败的妆。"
为什么呢？因为你被人看得出你化妆了。
我化妆的目的只是希望可以让自己看起来精神点，因为我夜睡，样子都很累了=(
然后拖拖拖，拖到8点半喝杯鲜奶，看下电视，9点才出门。
妈咪一大早就出门了，她要去接姨妈和姨丈。
我就步行到巴士站。
搭车去time square了。
在monorail站有碰到以前中学的学妹，
woo，样子变了哟，有点成熟了。=D
10点就到ts了，
发信息给朋友们，问她们几点会到。
"25分钟"，"11点"。。。。
唯有绕绕下咯，再坐下来等。
时间很快就过了。
一切搞定后，往sungai wang green box出发啦！
10个人一包厢。
还好大家都至少有唱到一首歌啦！
这样才不会浪费钱嘛=D
其实我唱了大概10首歌以内吧。
哈哈，有回本啦！
还有两个男的欠我戏票钱!!
我会记得你们的\ /
哈哈，其实是他们是大张的，我没散钱还他们T.T
也许今天是我们大家最后一天见面了=D
Today is so tired, I woke up at 6am=.=
I slept at 2am last night>///<
Yesterday I already planned to reach office at 9am to take my documents.
But after woke up,my "principal"--Edmond,told me that he needs sometime to prepare documents for me.
Then ok lor.Change plan.Go office by afternoon=p
Don't get me wrong,I din mean to blame Edmond(He will see my blog = x)
Just laugh at myself woke up too early,what to do between the free time>.<(Edmond,I'm telling the truth =x)
Ok.Then started to choose clothes.
What should I wear?
Keep on changing the clothes.
But finally..vest and shorts=.=
I was thinking on that time:Don't need to be so insistence in dress up, the most important is comfortable^^
Then,light make-up.
Actually I prefer light make-up.
But my friends don't understand.They laugh at me there is no difference whether I make-up or not=D
Gosh!change is certain.
Eyes become more bigger.
that's all.
Once someone said to me,
"If one day someone tell you, you look great today,then that is a successful make-up；
If one day someone tell you， your make-up is nice today,then that is a failure of makeup. "
Why? Because you let people noticed you're makeup.
My purpose of make-up is just to let myself look fresh,because I always late to sleep at night, my face looks very tired = (
Then I kept on slack until 8:30 to drink a cup of milk, watching TV, and went out at 9.
Mom went out early in the morning to meet my aunt and uncle.
I walked to the bus station.
Take bus to time square.
I have met my secondary school's junior at the monorail station.
Woo, appearance changed, more mature. = D
I reached time square at 10.
Send messages to friends, asking them when will they reach?
"25 minutes"," 11am "..............
Then I walked around and sat on the rest seat.
Time passed quickly.
After all,walked to sungai wang grreen box=D
10 people in a room,
Is ok that everyone had sing at least one song!
So don't waste money = D
Actually I sang about 10 songs or within it.
Haha.Is worth d.=D
Still have two men owing me movie tickets money!!
I will remember you \ /
Haha,actually is I have no enough money to change them back>.<
Maybe today is our last day meet = D
我昨晚2点才睡呢>//<
本来昨天计划好9点去office拿资料的。
不过6点起来后，Edmond-我的负责人，跟我说他需要时间准备资料先。
then ok咯。换plan..下午才去office =p
不要误会哦，没有怪Edmond的意思（他会来看我的blog =x）
只是笑自己太早起身了，不懂怎样过>.<（Edmond,Im telling the truth =x)
好咯，那就选衣服吧。
该穿什么好呢?
换了一件又一件。
最后还是背心短裤=.=
当时真的想着：不需要那么刻意打扮啦，还是舒服最重要^^
再化个淡妆，
其实我比较喜欢淡妆，
但朋友不了解，笑我化跟没化没什么两样=D
哎哟，变化是一定有的啦。
眼睛变再大一点咯。
就这样而已=p
曾经有某人对我说，
"如果有天有人跟你说，你今天气色不错哟，那就是成功的妆；
那如果有天有人跟你说，你今天化的妆不错，那就是失败的妆。"
为什么呢？因为你被人看得出你化妆了。
我化妆的目的只是希望可以让自己看起来精神点，因为我夜睡，样子都很累了=(
然后拖拖拖，拖到8点半喝杯鲜奶，看下电视，9点才出门。
妈咪一大早就出门了，她要去接姨妈和姨丈。
我就步行到巴士站。
搭车去time square了。
在monorail站有碰到以前中学的学妹，
woo，样子变了哟，有点成熟了。=D
10点就到ts了，
发信息给朋友们，问她们几点会到。
"25分钟"，"11点"。。。。
唯有绕绕下咯，再坐下来等。
时间很快就过了。
一切搞定后，往sungai wang green box出发啦！
10个人一包厢。
还好大家都至少有唱到一首歌啦！
这样才不会浪费钱嘛=D
其实我唱了大概10首歌以内吧。
哈哈，有回本啦！
还有两个男的欠我戏票钱!!
我会记得你们的\ /
哈哈，其实是他们是大张的，我没散钱还他们T.T
也许今天是我们大家最后一天见面了=D
Today is so tired, I woke up at 6am=.=
I slept at 2am last night>///<
Yesterday I already planned to reach office at 9am to take my documents.
But after woke up,my "principal"--Edmond,told me that he needs sometime to prepare documents for me.
Then ok lor.Change plan.Go office by afternoon=p
Don't get me wrong,I din mean to blame Edmond(He will see my blog = x)
Just laugh at myself woke up too early,what to do between the free time>.<(Edmond,I'm telling the truth =x)
Ok.Then started to choose clothes.
What should I wear?
Keep on changing the clothes.
But finally..vest and shorts=.=
I was thinking on that time:Don't need to be so insistence in dress up, the most important is comfortable^^
Then,light make-up.
Actually I prefer light make-up.
But my friends don't understand.They laugh at me there is no difference whether I make-up or not=D
Gosh!change is certain.
Eyes become more bigger.
that's all.
Once someone said to me,
"If one day someone tell you, you look great today,then that is a successful make-up；
If one day someone tell you， your make-up is nice today,then that is a failure of makeup. "
Why? Because you let people noticed you're makeup.
My purpose of make-up is just to let myself look fresh,because I always late to sleep at night, my face looks very tired = (
Then I kept on slack until 8:30 to drink a cup of milk, watching TV, and went out at 9.
Mom went out early in the morning to meet my aunt and uncle.
I walked to the bus station.
Take bus to time square.
I have met my secondary school's junior at the monorail station.
Woo, appearance changed, more mature. = D
I reached time square at 10.
Send messages to friends, asking them when will they reach?
"25 minutes"," 11am "..............
Then I walked around and sat on the rest seat.
Time passed quickly.
After all,walked to sungai wang grreen box=D
10 people in a room,
Is ok that everyone had sing at least one song!
So don't waste money = D
Actually I sang about 10 songs or within it.
Haha.Is worth d.=D
Still have two men owing me movie tickets money!!
I will remember you \ /
Haha,actually is I have no enough money to change them back>.<
Maybe today is our last day meet = D
Tuesday, 7 September 2010
转折点就在今天
前几天与妈咪的吵架，已经让我们有好几天没沟通了。
今天的考试，我注定失败了。
哈！好讽刺。
自己最强最拿手的一科，竟然fail了。
这也注定我的人生路又改变了。
现在可以好好找工了。
不用再为下学期的开学时间与工作时间撞到的事情而烦恼了。
其实我心里还在挣扎。
我还是无法接受我竟然没读书了。
我还会怀念大学生活，怀念与同学混在一起的日子。
我要怎样开口跟父母说：“你们的责任完毕了，因为不用再供我读书了，我fail了。”
虽说是一场交易，可是父母应该也会失望的。
在他们的心目中，我就是个读书的料。
他们听到了，一定会为我感到可惜。
以后，会是怎样呢？
Few days ago fight with mummy, we have several days not communicate d.
Today's exam, I was doomed to failure.
Ha! Such an irony.
The only one subject I can handle the most,FAILED!
This doomed my life changed.
I can find my work easily now,
No need to worry about the crash of working time and study time anymore.
Actually, I was still struggling.
I still can't accept that I have never study anymore.
I will miss my university life,and the moment mix with my classmates.
How I gonna speak to my parents that: "Your responsibility had finished, because you no need to pay school fees for me anymore, I failed."
Although it's a deal, but parents would be disappointed too.
In their heart, I am a child who can study.
They will feel pity for me after they heard it.
Future, how would it be?
今天的考试，我注定失败了。
哈！好讽刺。
自己最强最拿手的一科，竟然fail了。
这也注定我的人生路又改变了。
现在可以好好找工了。
不用再为下学期的开学时间与工作时间撞到的事情而烦恼了。
其实我心里还在挣扎。
我还是无法接受我竟然没读书了。
我还会怀念大学生活，怀念与同学混在一起的日子。
我要怎样开口跟父母说：“你们的责任完毕了，因为不用再供我读书了，我fail了。”
虽说是一场交易，可是父母应该也会失望的。
在他们的心目中，我就是个读书的料。
他们听到了，一定会为我感到可惜。
以后，会是怎样呢？
Few days ago fight with mummy, we have several days not communicate d.
Today's exam, I was doomed to failure.
Ha! Such an irony.
The only one subject I can handle the most,FAILED!
This doomed my life changed.
I can find my work easily now,
No need to worry about the crash of working time and study time anymore.
Actually, I was still struggling.
I still can't accept that I have never study anymore.
I will miss my university life,and the moment mix with my classmates.
How I gonna speak to my parents that: "Your responsibility had finished, because you no need to pay school fees for me anymore, I failed."
Although it's a deal, but parents would be disappointed too.
In their heart, I am a child who can study.
They will feel pity for me after they heard it.
Future, how would it be?
Sunday, 5 September 2010
雪球在山上滚下来，就会越滚越大。
泪珠在皮肤上流下来，只会越流越小。
When snowballs rolling down from the mountain,will become larger and larger.
On the contrary,
Tears flowing down on the skin,will become smaller and smaller and even vanish.
自从昨天与妈咪吵架后，
心情就变得越来越糟。
仅剩自己一个人去面对所有事。
我的另一半？我并不想打扰他。他有更重要的事。
在这段没怎么联络的日子里，只想他能够做好他的事。
考完试后，将会是个什么样的生活？
转折点呢？就是在这个时候。
我今天度过了一个超级颓废的一天。
我今天做了什么？
什么也没做。
坐在电脑前发呆。躺在床上发呆。
我今天变得很莫名其妙。
会突然发现眼角湿湿的，
我又流泪了。
再进入那个状况，
就真的不停地哭了。
哭完了，好了。
再过不久，
又来了。
今天哭了多少次？不记得了。
为什么而哭？不知道。
总之是打从心里的伤心。
我身子里已没有了所谓的正能量。
房门关了，
窗口关了，
窗帘盖了。
剩下的是黑暗，与辐射。
一直无法自我，
我找不到自己的灵魂，
我不知道我要的是什么，
我只有心灵上的空虚。
人呢？
不在了，走了，消失了。。。
原来我剩下的，
不是寂寞，是孤独。
-----------------------------------------------------
Since yesterday after quarreling with mom,
the mood is getting worse.
Left me the only one to face all the things.
My lover? I don't want to disturb him. He has more important things.
In the period of the day less contact, only hoping he can do well in his things.
After the exam,I would have wat kind of life?
Turning point? it will be in the moment.
I had a extremely dispirited day today.
Wat did I do?Did nothing.
Sit in front of the comp in a daze. Lying on the bed in a daze.
Today, I became very puzzling.
Will suddenly discovered canthus is wet,
I shed tears again.
Enter into the situation and feelings,
It becomes really keep on crying d.
After crying out, done.
Shortly afterward,it comes again.
How many times I had cry today? I have no idea.
Why am I crying? I have no idea.
It is a grief from my deepest heart.
My body has no so-called positive energy d.
I had shut the door,close the windows,cover with the curtains,
Wat I left is darkness and radiation.
I cant ego all the time.
I couldn't find my soul,
I dont know wat I want.
I have only spiritual emptiness.
Where's the people?
Gone, gone, gone...
What did I remain?
Is not lonely,but solitude.
泪珠在皮肤上流下来，只会越流越小。
When snowballs rolling down from the mountain,will become larger and larger.
On the contrary,
Tears flowing down on the skin,will become smaller and smaller and even vanish.
自从昨天与妈咪吵架后，
心情就变得越来越糟。
仅剩自己一个人去面对所有事。
我的另一半？我并不想打扰他。他有更重要的事。
在这段没怎么联络的日子里，只想他能够做好他的事。
考完试后，将会是个什么样的生活？
转折点呢？就是在这个时候。
我今天度过了一个超级颓废的一天。
我今天做了什么？
什么也没做。
坐在电脑前发呆。躺在床上发呆。
我今天变得很莫名其妙。
会突然发现眼角湿湿的，
我又流泪了。
再进入那个状况，
就真的不停地哭了。
哭完了，好了。
再过不久，
又来了。
今天哭了多少次？不记得了。
为什么而哭？不知道。
总之是打从心里的伤心。
我身子里已没有了所谓的正能量。
房门关了，
窗口关了，
窗帘盖了。
剩下的是黑暗，与辐射。
一直无法自我，
我找不到自己的灵魂，
我不知道我要的是什么，
我只有心灵上的空虚。
人呢？
不在了，走了，消失了。。。
原来我剩下的，
不是寂寞，是孤独。
-----------------------------------------------------
Since yesterday after quarreling with mom,
the mood is getting worse.
Left me the only one to face all the things.
My lover? I don't want to disturb him. He has more important things.
In the period of the day less contact, only hoping he can do well in his things.
After the exam,I would have wat kind of life?
Turning point? it will be in the moment.
I had a extremely dispirited day today.
Wat did I do?Did nothing.
Sit in front of the comp in a daze. Lying on the bed in a daze.
Today, I became very puzzling.
Will suddenly discovered canthus is wet,
I shed tears again.
Enter into the situation and feelings,
It becomes really keep on crying d.
After crying out, done.
Shortly afterward,it comes again.
How many times I had cry today? I have no idea.
Why am I crying? I have no idea.
It is a grief from my deepest heart.
My body has no so-called positive energy d.
I had shut the door,close the windows,cover with the curtains,
Wat I left is darkness and radiation.
I cant ego all the time.
I couldn't find my soul,
I dont know wat I want.
I have only spiritual emptiness.
Where's the people?
Gone, gone, gone...
What did I remain?
Is not lonely,but solitude.
白痴一个
前几天在网上订了一对青色的lens。
昨天到了。第一时间当然是要试戴啦。
跑去厨房把lens的瓶子开了，然后洗lens咯。
发现一直很难戴，很辛苦才放得进眼睛。
以为这对lens比较软，所以难戴吧。
因为平常褐色那对， 也是有点难戴的，没办法，眼睛太小了>.<
终于经过千辛万苦的过程，把两只眼睛都给戴上lens了。
但是好朦哦，要focus看在一个地方才会慢慢变清楚，
转一下眼睛，又朦了@@
心想：350度啊。跟我原本度数差不远啊，才差25度，怎么会这样。
然后就跑回房间要照镜子。
才发现.........
我的眼睛有青色和褐色的lens=.=
原来我忘了把之前褐色的lens给脱下来=.=
我大笑了。怎么这么白痴=D
昨天到了。第一时间当然是要试戴啦。
跑去厨房把lens的瓶子开了，然后洗lens咯。
发现一直很难戴，很辛苦才放得进眼睛。
以为这对lens比较软，所以难戴吧。
因为平常褐色那对， 也是有点难戴的，没办法，眼睛太小了>.<
终于经过千辛万苦的过程，把两只眼睛都给戴上lens了。
但是好朦哦，要focus看在一个地方才会慢慢变清楚，
转一下眼睛，又朦了@@
心想：350度啊。跟我原本度数差不远啊，才差25度，怎么会这样。
然后就跑回房间要照镜子。
才发现.........
我的眼睛有青色和褐色的lens=.=
原来我忘了把之前褐色的lens给脱下来=.=
我大笑了。怎么这么白痴=D
new face--FRESH
I was kinda boring of my current hairstyle..SOMEONE doesn't have extra time for me to cut my hair=.=almost one month++ din cut hair d.. Im so pek chek of my fringe..medium length..cant juz leave it like tat..wanna stick it behind my ear also cant=.=...so clip it up lor..
It used to be like thissss..
Then became this after clip it up
Can someone tell me if I clip it up like this,does it look weird for me?>.<..honestly..Im so shy to show others my forehead..cause it is not a habit for me..+ my forehead has pimples=.=
My gang told me this makes me look more "眉清目秀"(dunno wat in Eng..pinyin is smtg like "mei qing mu xiu")..this nearly means FRESH.
And yet,I started to make-up d.=x
Im a beginner la..Im still learning..the skills are not perfect yet.
Sukie is a pro in make-up knowledge..so I need to learn from her.
After exam I have event job to work..they need girls to make-up..=(
I work as a promoter of some brand in Tesco,Puchong.
Haha..xD
Good remuneration leh..RM80 as a basic per day..still have commission..
total 8 days..every sat&sun between 18/9 & 10/10..
RM80 x 8=RM640..wooooaah!!
Can buy a lot of reload cards d..xDD
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