Monday, 4 October 2010

Bored

No one can encourage me to continue blogging..
without motivation``
I'm dead.

Sunday, 3 October 2010

Malaysia "Boleh"

So UNHAPPY day.

At first,I din work because of Red-Eye,
I lost RM80 as my per day salary and RM100 for penalty of work cancellation.

I din wear contact lens,
went out shopping to Sunway Pyramid with a pair of glasses.
My face with glasses looks so NOOB!!

Ya,I had a good time shopping with mummy.
Maybe I will update it tomorrow.
Im moodless now.
Sorry.=(

Actually the aim of going Sunway Pyramid today is want to pay the toll bill.
After came out from Sunway,
found that the way back to home,
is not the toll I want!

Well,
back to the way,Puchong.
We reached a 3 fork points.
There are without any street nameplate to guide us which direction is going which way.
Because of Malaysia "Boleh".
We went to a wrong way.

We reached the first toll,Litrak.
Not the toll I want.
RM1.60.
And we faced a challenge.
A big highway with many directions,
All the directions with tolls too.
But the street nameplate doesn't mention what company of the tolls are.
We're finding Kesas.
My mum called someone.
And we chose one of the directions.
My mum scolded me that I had brought trouble to her.
The pressure inside my heart is torturing me.
Is the last day for pay the toll bill.
My mum only try this time,
if the next toll is not what I want,
Sorry,GO HOME!
Tomorrow Im gonna to take taxi myself.
This is impossible,because Im working tomorrow.

At last,,the next toll is Kesas.
But the person told us,
we need to pay at the office.
To go to the office,we need to U-Turn back again!
That means pay double tolls=.=
Suddenly the person asked us to go for the next toll,
that will be the way we back to home.
RM2.20 for this toll.
And we go forward for the next toll again.

Rain came,
A BIG BIG rain.

We reached the "next" toll,
the person told us the same thing,"Need to pay at the office"
My mum started to get angry.
But luckily this time the office no need to U-turn,
is only in front of the toll.
RM2.20 again~~

Finally reached the office,
the BIG rain caused me so inconvenient to get down from car.
Never mind,need to get through too.
I got up to the office,
those workers saw I was holding the paper toll bill,
All laughed at me=.=
What the hack?! 

I got back to car with the receipt.















I cried with a smiling face.
My worry fade away.
Went through all the troubles and unprosperous things,
just to get a RM4.40 receipt T_T

What a WONDERFUL DAY!

Saturday, 2 October 2010

Sluggard of the Day

I din go for work today.
I got Red-Eye.
I knew this will take many hours to recover.
So I decided to "run away" from work.=p





LoL..how noob the photo is=D
Can see the difference?

Later I will go SDC Driving Centre to check my driving test list.
Monday having driving test,hope can pass >.<
Dunno how long I will use for the test that day..
I want to go to school..dun want to skip too many classes=(

I will also go sunway pyramid after SDC.
Go shopping with mum.
Actually Im lazy to go>.<
but no idea,I need to.
Cause I need to pay the last Sunday's toll bills.

Can see the sentences?
"Denda Tidak Kurang Dari RM2000 Dan Tidak Melebihi RM5000 Atau Penjara 1 Tahun Boleh Dikenakan"
"Bayaran Hendaklah Dibuat Dalam Masa Tujuh(7) Hari Dari Tarikh Notis Ini"
 I will be jailed or fined if I din pay for the RM4.40(Two ways) within 7 days=.=
What joke is this?Anyway,I will pay it too.=)

Friday, 1 October 2010

Job in Singapore








Forgot which day went for an interview with New York Skin Solutions.
Ann,my cousin sister's working there as a consultant.
Do you know how much the salary per month she can get?
S$4000++(basic + comm)
I applied my job as a receptionist.
Role same as customer service.
S$1600 is basic.
I failed my interview.
Don't laugh at me.That was my first time interview in my life=.=








After that I tried London Weight Management.
As a receptionist too.
I passed the first interview,
cause I already knew what the questions they will ask,
And I had prepare for this interview.

Interview Questions:
1.Why you choose to work in Singapore?
::Dun give stupid answers as "Sg is safe and clean"=.=
2.Why you choose to work in New York Co. but not others?
::Unacceptable answers:High Salary,etc.Dun talk about the benefits you can get from this company.
3.Ask a question about your EXPERIENCES.This is not a critical question.You are just describe what you do in the last job.The interviewer is only want to make sure that you really have the experience before.For those who dun have work experiences,just create one.
Conclusion:Talk more about future and prospect.

For the second interview,I failed=D
I admit that the interviews is extremely HARD.
This time I met the custodian of New York Co of Sg and China.=.=
You can imagine how difficult the questions she will ask you.


Interview Questions:
1.Basic question that most company will ask.Describe yourself.
::No need to repeat your name and those nonsence.All the details of yourself already written in a form and the interviewer already read through it.
2.Why do you think we must hire you?
Conclusion:Talk more about your personality and character.

After that I tried promoter in a boutique,at Orchard street.
Is a serious interview too.
Ask you formal questions such as why you want to work here=.=
But the basic is kinda low,only S$950 but sure have comm.
So, I rejected.

Then I went to a shop which sells girls thingy.
The in-charge person hired me and asked me to work the next day.
I rejected because is only S$1000 T_T


At the last I found my job.
As a waitress.
S$1100 (basic)
Not much.But I thought that was a last chance d.
I had set myself,if I cant get my job within 1 month,then I back to Malaysia.
But the second last day of the month,the manager of the restaurant called me=.=
This is a fate to work there.

Restaurant:Uncle's Kitchen,Bugis Junction,Bugis.

















The first day was tough.
5 mins to memorize all the short cut name of dishes and tables' number.
100+ types of drinks.
When knock off,
Place all the chairs on the tables.
The chairs are made by wood!So heavy for me>.<
Sweep and mop the floor.
Seniors are all older than me at least 10 yrs,
hard to communicate.>.<
SG's customers are very tight(similar meaning as troublesome) compare with Malaysian=.=

When there were happen any unhappy thingy when work,
I miss my family.
When I walked alone back to the home in the late night,
I miss my family.
When I eat dinner alone,
I miss my family.
When I off day stay in the home alone,
I miss my family.
When I shopping alone,
I miss my family.
I did miss them a lot!! T_T
I was so lonely in peoples' country that I really think that I cant blend in it.
Different culture,different trend,different taste of foods.

Actually I miss the food of the restaurant now>.<
I miss the fried rice with the chicken wings.












Look at the chicken wings,although has not a good looking,but actually it is delicious!!>//<
Many customers are only come for the chicken wings.
If chicken wings sold out,those customers can just leave=.=

Survive in Singapore

Let's talk about how I "survive" in Singapore.

2009 after SPM I went to singapore for work.
My cousin sister,Ann was there to "welcome" me.
I shared a master bedroom with Ann and one of Ann's friend,Chee Wan.

I went and arrived Sg on 26/12/09,exactly after Christmas=.=
My mum and another cousin sister,Alicia were going with me by bus.

Bus Info:
Grassland Express
http://www.grassland.com.sg/
Has a ticket counter opposite Berjaya Times Square,Jalan Imbi.Under Monorail Imbi Station.Beside Starbucks and 7-11.
Around Rm55 for normal class tickets.Can book tickets online but website based on Sg.

That day I arrived Sg,I sick=.=
I got a big flu for few days.
Keep on ate medicines and rest only.
Seriously,I din went out or "travel" till the day Mum and Alicia went back.

I "celebrated" Happy new year with my housemates.
I drank red wine mixed with coke that night.
Sg's firework shows is pretty nice!
I din watch it on live but in the tv=.=

On 9/1/10,
I went back to Malaysia secretly,
Ann and my family dunno.
I went back just want to meet my lover.
I miss him so much!
9th is a special date for us both.
I took flight,AirAsia to MY in the morning and took flight,Tiger Airways back to SG at the night,
rushed back to home before Ann back from work.
That day,passed peacefully.

I work as waitress.
Below is my monthly spending list in SG:
Transportation S$ 100
Food S$100
Phone S$ 30
Room Rental S$220
Others:S$50
Total S$500


Additional Information:
Singapore --  Malaysia
1.Bus.
::There is a list of shops that sell bus tickets.I recommend "Sri Maju" &amp; "Grassland".Price of tickets is affordable.If you're not a must to go MY on a certain date,you can buy last minute ticket.It will be more cheaper.
Location : Golden Mile Complex,Beach Road.
SMRT station nearby : Circle Line Nicoll Highway Station.

查看大图



2.Flight
-Tiger Airways
-Jetstar
-AirAsia
Book online with credit card or debit card.

3.Permit Agency
I recommend my agency.This agency actually works fast and effective.
Sing Island Employment Agency Pte.
101 up cross st,#03-15,people park centre.
(SMRT Chinatown station nearby)

Monday, 27 September 2010

Shortiies

Layout changed.
Just feel like..wanna to be simple.
Strongly simple.....

Thursday, 23 September 2010

Hair

真的是要染头发了,
发根越来越黑,不好看不好看!>.<

我是想染银灰色,
不过效果的的出现需要一段时间,
会先变几个颜色,
最后才会变银灰色。
嘻嘻。
好期待!
喜欢沧桑的感觉。

需要new look嘛=D

中间的过程会变什么颜色我先不说,
要有神秘感=D
哈哈。

最后的颜色,应该会类似像这个美女这样。






















Is really a time to dye my hair d,
Hair root is becoming more black,it doesn't look good!

I want to dye silver grey.
But the appearance of the effect is need some time,
Will change to few colour first,
at the last only become silver grey.
Xixi.
Wait in a big hope.
Like the feel of "Through the Ages"

Need a new look mah=D
I wont tell the process of changing color is which color first.
To have mysterious = D
Haha.

Finally, the color of hair will be like the beauty above.

Liang...

今天上课第三天了。
不过只见你2天,你第一天没来嘛。

第二天看到你时有吓到下,
因为不在意料中,就这样突然看到你了。

见到你时,好多问号。
你怎么没戴眼镜了?
烂了?
@@

过后从joee口中得知,
原来你的眼镜是在你“飘移”的时候“出事”的=.=
驾快车啦!该死。
昨天上FM的时候,不经意看到你眯着眼睛上课。
辛苦了吧。
心疼>////<

到今天为止,原来我们有几堂课是一样的。
明天又会见到你了。

其实我一直在想,
我们怎么了?
几时开始不讲话了。
我又怎么好像在逃避你了?
今天其实我们有一次会擦身而过,
但我在远处看到你时,
我就很自然地赶快转身绕路。
我怎么了?

对不起,不懂该怎么面对你了,
因为你也不怎么理我了。


Wrong or right I won't be afraid 
Cause even if my heart should break 
You'd be the best mistake I ever made.
 
*Not going to translate this post into Eng. 

Tuesday, 21 September 2010

Cont School Life

好多天没上网了,
都怪streamyx啦。
wireless问题,今天有人来修理咯^^

我最近如何叻?
我还在读书啦。
因为我全pass啊^^xixi..
最出乎意料的是,
上次说会fail的account竟然还拿B-...=.=
反而我没怎么提起的critical thinking拿C+...=D
父母还算满意我的成绩,
因为我一直灌输他们“大学不容易读吖”..xDDD

Sem 1 GPA :3.0744
听说Sem 2 很难,应该又要面临pass与fail的情况了>.<
今天上课第二天,我有认真听课哦。
我要乖了,想要努力读书了。
可是这个热血,这次会维持多少“分钟”呢?xDD

Computing Technology..
中学有学过类似的科目,
因为独中嘛,必修科---电脑。LOL
今天上第一课,好像又是要背的东西,
还可以啦,尽量应付啦,
因为我最不喜欢背,比较喜欢要运用头脑的科目。

洪曼旋。尽力啦!


Many days din on9 d,
Streamyx's fault,
Wireless problem,today someone came to fix it up d^ ^

How am I receently?
Im still studying in UTAR,
Because I pass all the subjects ah ^ ^ xixi..

The most unexpected is,
What I had said last time that I will fail in account,is actually got B-...=.=
But Critical Thinking that I didn't mention much got C+...=D
Parents are still satisfied of my "bad" grades.
Because I had been always instilled them: "university is not easy to study".. xDDD

Sem 1 GPA :3.0744
I heard that Sem 2 is quite difficult, should be want to face the situation between pass and fail again.>.<
Today is the second day in school,I did pay full attention in classes.
I need to be a good student d,feel like want to study hard d.
But this "fever"will maintain how many "minutes?" xDD

Computing Technology..
High school has learned this similar subject too,
Well, because it is a compulsory subject in private high school.. LOL
Today is the first lesson,is something like need to memorize again.
Still can, try to cope with!
Because I dont like to memorize the most,I prefer subjects that only use brain to think.

Sand,Try the best!

Sunday, 12 September 2010

L.O.V.E

爱情就像暖暖包一样,
带来的温暖只是表面、就只有一瞬间。
当你撕开它的表层,
就会发现其实里面什么也不是。

Love is like a warm bag,
The warmth only on the surface, just a moment.
When you tear it,
Will find what is actually inside,
EMPTY.

原谅..?

我绝不轻易原谅你!

你这死猪头!

不止一次了啦!

屡劝不听!

我他妈的讨厌你!

不用妄想你会找到我。

就算打来我家,我妈也会跟你说我出去了。

哈哈哈哈!

去死吧你!

从不交代几点睡。
醒了也不会说声。
还是根本就没睡!
你没睡不是问题。
问题是我要知道,我又不是不给!

好咯。
你不要讲我也没有做。
我没做只是怕吵醒你这只死猪!
我可不想因为我的一封信息而害到你无法入眠了。
你常夜睡,我只希望你能休息多点。

我现在真的很气,
简直就是气哭了。
为什么是要在我上了msn后才发现你是醒着的?!!
那电话存在是为了什么?
不用再联络了。没有必要!

Saturday, 11 September 2010

何时When?

我几时又变得那么需要你了。

真的.....
无法控制自己。
无法享受剩下自己一个人的感觉。
无法回忆与你在一起的每一天。
因为还是原来那个我。

与你一起睡觉的那晚,
应该是我们相处最久以来,
最踏实的一晚。
没有了以前的激情,
这是被安稳代替了。

没有血缘关系,
但就可以那么融洽,
好奇妙。

再多的爱也没用,
我们注定只能保持这种关系。

我总会把你戒掉。


When i had become need you so much again..?

Really....
Cant control myself.
Cant enjoy a feeling of left myself alone.
Cant recall those days to be together with you.
Because Im still the same,alone.

That night slept with you,
I think is a night since we be together,
A sureness night.

Without previous passion,
This is stable instead.

No blood relationship,
But we can still do well in it,
Wonderful..

There is no use for more love,
We are doomed to keep this relationship.

I will cut you off some day.

Thursday, 9 September 2010

Shoulder=(

肩膀好酸好酸..=(

背着2000张的纸走了15分钟的路。

以我体型能够承受的重量,

这真是超出范围了,负荷不了=.=

肩膀的肌肉受伤了。

没这样痛过T.T

Shoulder is extremely tired and pain.=(

Carried 2000 pieces of paper, walked for 15 minutes.

According to my size of body that the weight can withstands,

This is really out of bound, cant stand for it.

Shoulder muscles hurt.

Never ever have this pain before. T.T

Wednesday, 8 September 2010

Bullshit

My life is bullshit!!
Stucks with a lot of things.

Now I really feel one thing..
Why we're going to university in stead of work after graduated from secondary school?
Answer: We scare to find a job!

Why?Why scare?
Cause no one want to be a member of  "Unemployment"..
What this mean?
Means we have no income for few months..and even few years(this probably not much possible=.=)
We are scare of no money!!

After graduated,we need time to find a job.
How long the duration?
Duration of no income!
Who can answer..

Haihz..
I have mix feelings of my future now..
Im moody..MOODY!!
Maybe I was crapping up there,and you can't understand what I want to say>.<

If I don't study,parents wont give me pocket money d..
Work as a freelance,is not enough money for me to live=.=
I need to save a figure of money for my "future x2" plan..
How I gonna save money while in a situation of not enough money..?
OH MY GOODNESS!!

休息之日

今天有够累的,6点就起身=.=
我昨晚2点才睡呢>//<

本来昨天计划好9点去office拿资料的。
不过6点起来后,Edmond-我的负责人,跟我说他需要时间准备资料先。
then ok咯。换plan..下午才去office  =p
不要误会哦,没有怪Edmond的意思(他会来看我的blog =x)
只是笑自己太早起身了,不懂怎样过>.<(Edmond,Im telling the truth =x)

好咯,那就选衣服吧。
该穿什么好呢?
换了一件又一件。
最后还是背心短裤=.=
当时真的想着:不需要那么刻意打扮啦,还是舒服最重要^^

再化个淡妆,
其实我比较喜欢淡妆,
但朋友不了解,笑我化跟没化没什么两样=D
哎哟,变化是一定有的啦。
眼睛变再大一点咯。
就这样而已=p

曾经有某人对我说,
"如果有天有人跟你说,你今天气色不错哟,那就是成功的妆;
那如果有天有人跟你说,你今天化的妆不错,那就是失败的妆。"
为什么呢?因为你被人看得出你化妆了。
我化妆的目的只是希望可以让自己看起来精神点,因为我夜睡,样子都很累了=(

然后拖拖拖,拖到8点半喝杯鲜奶,看下电视,9点才出门。
妈咪一大早就出门了,她要去接姨妈和姨丈。
我就步行到巴士站。
搭车去time square了。
在monorail站有碰到以前中学的学妹,
woo,样子变了哟,有点成熟了。=D
10点就到ts了,
发信息给朋友们,问她们几点会到。
"25分钟","11点"。。。。
唯有绕绕下咯,再坐下来等。
时间很快就过了。

一切搞定后,往sungai wang green box出发啦!
10个人一包厢。
还好大家都至少有唱到一首歌啦!
这样才不会浪费钱嘛=D
其实我唱了大概10首歌以内吧。
哈哈,有回本啦!

还有两个男的欠我戏票钱!!
我会记得你们的\         /
哈哈,其实是他们是大张的,我没散钱还他们T.T

也许今天是我们大家最后一天见面了=D


Today is so tired, I woke up at 6am=.=
I slept at 2am last night>///<

Yesterday I already planned to reach office at 9am to take my documents.
But after woke up,my "principal"--Edmond,told me that he needs sometime to prepare documents for me.
Then ok lor.Change plan.Go office by afternoon=p
Don't get me wrong,I din mean to blame Edmond(He will see my blog = x)
Just laugh at myself woke up too early,what to do between the free time>.<(Edmond,I'm telling the truth =x)

Ok.Then started to choose clothes.
What should I wear?
Keep on changing the clothes.
But finally..vest and shorts=.=
I was thinking on that time:Don't need to be so insistence in dress up, the most important is comfortable^^

Then,light make-up.
Actually I prefer light make-up.
But my friends don't understand.They laugh at me there is no difference whether I make-up or not=D
Gosh!change is certain.
Eyes become more bigger.
that's all.

Once someone said to me,
"If one day someone tell you, you look great today,then that is a successful make-up;
If one day someone tell you, your make-up is nice today,then that is a  failure of makeup. "
Why? Because you let people noticed you're makeup.
My purpose of make-up is just to let myself look fresh,because I always late to sleep at night, my face looks very tired = (

Then I kept on slack until 8:30 to drink a cup of milk, watching TV, and went out at 9.
Mom went out early in the morning to meet my aunt and uncle.
I walked to the bus station.
Take bus to time square.
I have met my secondary school's junior at the monorail station.
Woo, appearance changed, more mature. = D
I reached time square at 10.
Send messages to friends, asking them when will they reach?
"25 minutes"," 11am "..............
Then I walked around and sat on the rest seat.
Time passed quickly.

 After all,walked to sungai wang grreen box=D
10 people in a room,
Is ok that everyone had sing at least one song!
So don't waste money = D
Actually I sang about 10 songs or within it.
Haha.Is worth d.=D



Still have two men owing me movie tickets money!!
I will remember you \    /
Haha,actually is I have no enough money to change them back>.<


Maybe today is our last day meet = D

Tuesday, 7 September 2010

转折点就在今天

前几天与妈咪的吵架,已经让我们有好几天没沟通了。

今天的考试,我注定失败了。
哈!好讽刺。
自己最强最拿手的一科,竟然fail了。
这也注定我的人生路又改变了。

现在可以好好找工了。
不用再为下学期的开学时间与工作时间撞到的事情而烦恼了。

其实我心里还在挣扎。
我还是无法接受我竟然没读书了。
我还会怀念大学生活,怀念与同学混在一起的日子。

我要怎样开口跟父母说:“你们的责任完毕了,因为不用再供我读书了,我fail了。”
虽说是一场交易,可是父母应该也会失望的。
在他们的心目中,我就是个读书的料。
他们听到了,一定会为我感到可惜。

以后,会是怎样呢?

Few days ago fight with mummy, we have several days not communicate d.

Today's exam, I was doomed to failure.
Ha! Such an irony.
The only one subject I can handle the most,FAILED!
This doomed my life changed.

I can find my work easily now,
No need to worry about the crash of working time and study time anymore.

Actually, I was still struggling.
I still can't accept that I have never study anymore.
I will miss my university life,and the moment mix with my classmates.

How I gonna speak to my parents that: "Your responsibility had finished, because you no need to pay school fees for me anymore, I failed."
Although it's a deal, but parents would be disappointed too.
In their heart, I am a child who can study.
They will feel pity for me after they heard it.

Future, how would it be?

Sunday, 5 September 2010

雪球在山上滚下来,就会越滚越大。
泪珠在皮肤上流下来,只会越流越小。

When snowballs rolling down from the mountain,will become larger and larger.
On the contrary,
Tears flowing down on the skin,will become smaller and smaller and even vanish.


自从昨天与妈咪吵架后,
心情就变得越来越糟。
仅剩自己一个人去面对所有事。

我的另一半?我并不想打扰他。他有更重要的事。
在这段没怎么联络的日子里,只想他能够做好他的事。

考完试后,将会是个什么样的生活?
转折点呢?就是在这个时候。

我今天度过了一个超级颓废的一天。
我今天做了什么?
什么也没做。
坐在电脑前发呆。躺在床上发呆。

我今天变得很莫名其妙。

会突然发现眼角湿湿的,
我又流泪了。
再进入那个状况,
就真的不停地哭了。
哭完了,好了。
再过不久,
又来了。

今天哭了多少次?不记得了。
为什么而哭?不知道。
总之是打从心里的伤心。

我身子里已没有了所谓的正能量。
房门关了,
窗口关了,
窗帘盖了。
剩下的是黑暗,与辐射。

一直无法自我,
我找不到自己的灵魂,
我不知道我要的是什么,
我只有心灵上的空虚。
人呢?
不在了,走了,消失了。。。

原来我剩下的,
不是寂寞,是孤独。
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Since yesterday after quarreling with mom,
the mood is getting worse.
Left me the only one to face all the things.

My lover? I don't want to disturb him. He has more important things.
In the period of the day less contact, only hoping he can do well in his things.

After the exam,I would have wat kind of life?
Turning point? it will be in the moment.

I had a extremely dispirited day today.
Wat did I do?Did nothing.
Sit in front of the comp in a daze. Lying on the bed in a daze.

Today, I became very puzzling.

Will suddenly discovered canthus is wet,
I shed tears again.
Enter into the situation and feelings,
It becomes really keep on crying d.
After crying out, done.
Shortly afterward,it comes again.

How many times I had cry today? I have no idea.
Why am I crying? I have no idea.
It is a grief from my deepest heart.

My body has no so-called positive energy d.
I had shut the door,close the windows,cover with the curtains,
Wat I left is darkness and radiation.

I cant ego all the time.
I couldn't find my soul,
I dont know wat I want.
I have only spiritual emptiness.

Where's the people?
Gone, gone, gone...

What did I remain?
Is not lonely,but solitude.

白痴一个

前几天在网上订了一对青色的lens。
昨天到了。第一时间当然是要试戴啦。

跑去厨房把lens的瓶子开了,然后洗lens咯。

发现一直很难戴,很辛苦才放得进眼睛。
以为这对lens比较软,所以难戴吧。
因为平常褐色那对, 也是有点难戴的,没办法,眼睛太小了>.<

终于经过千辛万苦的过程,把两只眼睛都给戴上lens了。
但是好朦哦,要focus看在一个地方才会慢慢变清楚,
转一下眼睛,又朦了@@
心想:350度啊。跟我原本度数差不远啊,才差25度,怎么会这样。

然后就跑回房间要照镜子。
才发现.........


我的眼睛有青色和褐色的lens=.=
原来我忘了把之前褐色的lens给脱下来=.=

我大笑了。怎么这么白痴=D
Dear Mr. Loo,

    我决定了.你不主动找我.我嘢不会主动找你.
    就等考完试咯

                                                           Regards,
                                                           Sand

new face--FRESH

I was kinda boring of my current hairstyle..SOMEONE doesn't have extra time for me to cut my hair=.=almost one month++ din cut hair d.. Im so pek chek of my fringe..medium length..cant juz leave it like tat..wanna stick it behind my ear also cant=.=...so clip it up lor..

It used to be like thissss..
Then became this after clip it up

Can someone tell me if I clip it up like this,does it look weird for me?>.<..honestly..Im so shy to show others my forehead..cause it is not a habit for me..+ my forehead has pimples=.=

My gang told me this makes me look more "眉清目秀"(dunno wat in Eng..pinyin is smtg like "mei qing mu xiu")..this nearly means FRESH.

And yet,I started to make-up d.=x
Im a beginner la..Im still learning..the skills are not perfect yet.
Sukie is a pro in make-up knowledge..so I need to learn from her.
After exam I have event job to work..they need girls to make-up..=(
I work as a promoter of some brand in Tesco,Puchong.
Haha..xD
Good remuneration leh..RM80 as a basic per day..still have commission..
total 8 days..every sat&sun between 18/9 & 10/10..
RM80 x 8=RM640..wooooaah!!
Can buy a lot of reload cards d..xDD



Friday, 27 August 2010

完美的王子




在百万大歌星看到他,真的帅呆了!嘻嘻

王子原本很高傲的。
现在的他变成熟了,
待人谦虚。

从平凡无奇的男孩,变成了一个偶像。

从他比赛开始到现在,他瘦了很多。

感叹王子跟毛弟的手足情深啊。

觉得好完美的一个人,
成绩好,样子好,才艺也好。
舞又好看,歌又好听。
震撼了整个心灵。

但最后大声地说--他只是个偶像啦!

Wednesday, 25 August 2010

My Timetable

It looks kinda small=.= But I had try my best d>.<

Tuesday, 24 August 2010

History of SAND

This thread gonna post these recent 5 yrs photo of myself.
Dun laugh at me ya=D
This is when I was 13 (2005).
The beginning of the year 2006.I was 14.

I think this is the mid of year 2006.

I became short hair in 15 yrs old (2007).
Now this is 2008,16 yrs old.
2009,17 yrs old.Trying to be mature d.
Last year in secondary school life.2009.17 yrs old

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Tada~! Wanna know more? Meet me at FACEBOOK  =D

Sunday, 22 August 2010

回想那天

人一累。。
容易无法自我。。
想了不该想的东西
简称胡思乱想..=)
(ya meh?><i din have any soury feeling)

想起了那天分手后的过程。

灵魂早飞去
不是自己。
想挑战自我。。
雨中走路回家。
不希望让人看见我哭。
雨水可以混浊泪水。

到家洗澡。
心情异常平静。
好像放下了这段感情。

拿得起放得下?
妈咪常说我的。
但其实是要经过彻底的崩溃我才能放得下。
这是没人看得见的。


我身骑白马吖  走三关


手机突然对我说。
已显得不重要了。
一旦单身时,手机好像已失去了功能
有或没有已不是重点。


我改换素衣哟 过中原


引用:
Just when you couple you'll be like in your own world with your partner..
Whereas when now Im single Im like free in a big big place..



当时想起了这话,
深深感受到这话的意思。


放下西凉 无人管


觉得自己好像很多事等着我做
没了爱情,
发现原来自己忽略了很多身边的事
感觉生活充实了起来。
想读书。
做该做的事。
整个人好象轻松了起来。
把心中的爱锁在深处。


但另一把声音告诉我:
你是要让自己忙起来所以才不会想起那伤痛,你只是为那伤口铺了层纱。


爱情与生活真的是两个不同的世界。
我只能选一个来过。。

你的already gone。。
歌词好美。
但总感觉好像是你唱给我听酱=.=..

这阶段终究要过的=)

The Expandables

Just watched this movie yesterday.I can tell u guys,this movie is extremely funny.
I can see the scenarist had given much endeavor on writing the script.Almost every sentences seems to be humor.

You guys should have impression of the actors in this movie.
The main actor is Sylvester Stallone.The one who is the leader of the team,act as Barney 'The Schizo' Ross.I remember I knew him since I was a child from the movie named RAMBO.He's gonna act a new movie named "The Zookeeper" and it may releases next year."The Zookeeper"is about Comedy and Romance.
 
The next actor is Jason Statham,act as Lee Christmas.I remember the dialogue,is something like "Christmas Day is here" said by Barney=D.I knew him from the movie TRANSPORTER.He has few movie for future year 2011 & 2012.I think I'm interested on his action movie "The Killer Elite" and "Safe" about crime,these may release by next year.
Next is Jet Li,act as Yin Yang.He's being treated as "half male half female" in this movie and his members always make fun of his body size=D He always talks about MONEY in this movie,his mantra is always "I need money,I need a lot of money"..=D.I have a deep impression on him with the recent movie THE MUMMY(2008).He has a new movie too in 2012,"New Dragon Gate Inn" about action and adventure.
Dolph Lundgren,act as Gunnar Jensen.He is the one who always doesn't show team-work spirit.He always disobey the order of Barney and self-centered. On my own perspective,I don't like him very much.Not the topic of the character in this movie,is because I watched his "A" movie before when I was in primary school.I forgot about the movie name,I just know it is taken in Japan,about action movie too.By the way,I love his hot and sexy body=.=
 I love Terry Crews very much in this movie=.=He act as Hale Caesar. The dialogues he says and the character he act are extremely funny.He is the one left deep impression for me.I dunno how to explain bout this,guys just check it out in this movie =D

Saturday, 21 August 2010

迷信..?

刚在FB看了朋友分享的一个youtube video.关于baby的。
近来看到很多篇报导关于弃婴或死婴的。
我有种感觉--心寒。


如果读者相信因果或婴灵的存在性的话,那我的内容应该能被接受咯。

baby一出生是很小很小而已,如果真的是要毁尸灭迹,谈何"困难"?那为什么会被其他人揭发呢?
我个人认为是因果报应咯。
当一个人种下了恶因,恶果一定会让那人承受回的。

立刻被其他人揭发恶事的是恶因即时效应。
所以我们才会看到这些报导。

那还有其他我们不知道的呢?
不是不报,而是时辰未到。
就算恶人做了恶事,可那恶事还没被揭发,不代表事情就这样过了。
恶果会在晚年时或其他事上响应的。


结论:我不会劝人不要做坏事,因为我们都不是圣人,就算圣人也有做错事的时候,除非有人是圣人之圣人=.=
“三思而后行”这句话这次应该被善用得"淋漓尽致"了吧?

Friday, 2 July 2010

妈咪生日

好快,

又两年了。

我还记得前年的明天,

我送了一份这世界上绝对没人送过的礼物给妈咪==

大家猜到了么??

是什么??

我来告诉你。。

我送卫生棉=.=

LOL~~

想起都觉得当时的我好犯白。。

哈哈。。

还记得妈咪拆开礼物过程的反应。。

开心->期待->无奈->哭笑不得

Tuesday, 22 June 2010

谁?

"到底是谁没有谁不行?"


看到这句话。
认真想想自己。


我不会没有谁而不行。
我一直都是一个人,
过去的爱情根本无法填满我的空虚。
原谅我的自私。
原谅我只把心打开至七分来让你填满。
我必须保留那三分直到追逐目标的任务结束。
因为这过程不短,
那三分好让我在变故时可以恢复自己。
我的眼前只有我的目标。
如果到了目标的终点,
发现你没在那与我重逢。。
我就会继续走自己的路。
因为知道无法强求。


你无法宽恕,无法包容,
那我也无话可说。


心里谁都知道,
我是在为了什么而向目标前进的。


我们的未来=)

Monday, 12 April 2010

曾经写给病魔的一封信``

离别..黑暗的世界!

把眼睛闭上。

瞎了。

什么都不想看了。

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LOVE IS MY LIFE
(Part II)
If love is my life,
Love can hurts like a knife
But it can make the darkness more bright
Turn every shadow to light
Turn black world to white
This is why love is my love
(...)

*Dear,I hope you can enjoy my happy in my lyrics.
                                                                  Kee Wah.
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原来那只是一瞬间。

制造那么多的假像。

何必呢?

不痛苦么?

伪装下去你很累。

不在乎时间的长短。

没人在意了。

回忆也只是回忆。

再执着也没用。
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人生分为很多段。

你有多少段?

断断续续地~

我已经在最后一段了。

                                                       <最后一封信.病魔>

Sunday, 28 March 2010

博客新开张

今天blog新开张。我为世界21-8-2010 18.37 创造了一小部分的历史。
嗯~感觉还不错..?
哈哈。。

路程继续前进!!

My blog opened today.
I created a part of history for the world on 21-8-2010 18.37.
It sounds not bad..
LOL

Journey keep on continues.