雪球在山上滚下来，就会越滚越大。
泪珠在皮肤上流下来，只会越流越小。

When snowballs rolling down from the mountain,will become larger and larger.
On the contrary,
Tears flowing down on the skin,will become smaller and smaller and even vanish.


自从昨天与妈咪吵架后，
心情就变得越来越糟。
仅剩自己一个人去面对所有事。

我的另一半？我并不想打扰他。他有更重要的事。
在这段没怎么联络的日子里，只想他能够做好他的事。

考完试后，将会是个什么样的生活？
转折点呢？就是在这个时候。

我今天度过了一个超级颓废的一天。
我今天做了什么？
什么也没做。
坐在电脑前发呆。躺在床上发呆。

我今天变得很莫名其妙。

会突然发现眼角湿湿的，
我又流泪了。
再进入那个状况，
就真的不停地哭了。
哭完了，好了。
再过不久，
又来了。

今天哭了多少次？不记得了。
为什么而哭？不知道。
总之是打从心里的伤心。

我身子里已没有了所谓的正能量。
房门关了，
窗口关了，
窗帘盖了。
剩下的是黑暗，与辐射。

一直无法自我，
我找不到自己的灵魂，
我不知道我要的是什么，
我只有心灵上的空虚。
人呢？
不在了，走了，消失了。。。

原来我剩下的，
不是寂寞，是孤独。
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Since yesterday after quarreling with mom,
the mood is getting worse.
Left me the only one to face all the things.

My lover? I don't want to disturb him. He has more important things.
In the period of the day less contact, only hoping he can do well in his things.

After the exam,I would have wat kind of life?
Turning point? it will be in the moment.

I had a extremely dispirited day today.
Wat did I do?Did nothing.
Sit in front of the comp in a daze. Lying on the bed in a daze.

Today, I became very puzzling.

Will suddenly discovered canthus is wet,
I shed tears again.
Enter into the situation and feelings,
It becomes really keep on crying d.
After crying out, done.
Shortly afterward,it comes again.

How many times I had cry today? I have no idea.
Why am I crying? I have no idea.
It is a grief from my deepest heart.

My body has no so-called positive energy d.
I had shut the door,close the windows,cover with the curtains,
Wat I left is darkness and radiation.

I cant ego all the time.
I couldn't find my soul,
I dont know wat I want.
I have only spiritual emptiness.

Where's the people?
Gone, gone, gone...

What did I remain?
Is not lonely,but solitude.