前几天与妈咪的吵架，已经让我们有好几天没沟通了。
今天的考试，我注定失败了。
哈！好讽刺。
自己最强最拿手的一科，竟然fail了。
这也注定我的人生路又改变了。
现在可以好好找工了。
不用再为下学期的开学时间与工作时间撞到的事情而烦恼了。
其实我心里还在挣扎。
我还是无法接受我竟然没读书了。
我还会怀念大学生活，怀念与同学混在一起的日子。
我要怎样开口跟父母说：“你们的责任完毕了，因为不用再供我读书了，我fail了。”
虽说是一场交易，可是父母应该也会失望的。
在他们的心目中，我就是个读书的料。
他们听到了，一定会为我感到可惜。
以后，会是怎样呢？
Few days ago fight with mummy, we have several days not communicate d.
Today's exam, I was doomed to failure.
Ha! Such an irony.
The only one subject I can handle the most,FAILED!
This doomed my life changed.
I can find my work easily now,
No need to worry about the crash of working time and study time anymore.
Actually, I was still struggling.
I still can't accept that I have never study anymore.
I will miss my university life,and the moment mix with my classmates.
How I gonna speak to my parents that: "Your responsibility had finished, because you no need to pay school fees for me anymore, I failed."
Although it's a deal, but parents would be disappointed too.
In their heart, I am a child who can study.
They will feel pity for me after they heard it.
Future, how would it be?
4 comments:
How can you possibly give up this easily?
If retake..it will extend to sem 4..u know de..is wasting my time..im gonna do wat i wan=)
In my opinion, you gotta be firm in what you do. Once you have decided your path, you have to stick on it and do whatever it takes towards the goal you set.
When you start questioning why are you doing this and that you're wasting your time back to square, instead, you should ask how can I do this better since you have your goal set.
If you keep asking yourself why doing this each time after decided on something, that's time wasting. Spend time to find out what you really really want, choose a path, walk to the end, you'll find it too late to walk to the other path if you chosen the wrong one. At the end of the day, stuck at the middle, you are at nowhere and you're nothing, the fact is harsh but I want you to understand how important it is and there is no take two once time flies. Spend your holiday to think of it.
There's no best choice nor worse choice, it's able your goal and how you achieve it. A person without goal is like a bird without its wings, you'll feel at lost all time.
Good luck to you.
it's about your goal*
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